What Led Me to Create a Healing Retreat for Pregnancy Loss

Healing Retreat Creation

I was standing at the edge of the Great Sand Sea in Siwa Oasis, Egypt, feeling something I hadn’t felt in years. Stillness. Not the exhausted kind — the kind that comes when you finally stop running. This is the story of what that retreat gave me, what it couldn’t, and what I had to create instead.

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What Publishing My Book in Midlife Taught Me About Finding My Voice

Bianca Johnson, author of All of These Lines, signing her published memoir about pregnancy loss

Publishing my book in midlife wasn’t just about ticking a goal off my list – it was a complete reclamation of who I am. At 48, after six pregnancy losses and 25 years of keeping secrets, I finally found my voice. Here’s what the journey from journal entries to published author taught me about courage, vulnerability, and telling the truth.

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Types of Pregnancy Loss: A Comprehensive Guide

Types of pregnancy loss comprehensive guide - miscarriage, TFMR, stillbirth and more

Prefer a video? Watch the playlist on YouTube. Growing up, the only thing I knew I wanted to be was a mother. I was the girliest of girls – long hair, ponytails, pink everything, and dolls galore. I have a photograph of myself at around five or six years old, asleep with my arm over…

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The Power of Pleasure

The Power of Pleasure in a view and a cup of coffee

Pleasure is more than just a feeling—it’s a fundamental part of being human. In this post, I share how I moved from blaming myself for my past to mindfully embracing small moments of joy, and how reclaiming pleasure became a pivotal step in my healing journey. Discover why making space for pleasure is the key to unlocking your true presence and power.

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